I wanna wake up where you are

Music is the most beautiful important thing to me. It's the feeling of love happiness and safety. I wanna wake up where you are, I won't say anything at all, so why don't you slide? Wanna get married? Runaway? I miss flighty. I miss free. I miss completing the circle with another soul. I miss arms. I miss you. And I'll do anything you dreamed to be complete. There must be some kind of way out of here. Come gather people wherever you roam. Drenched to the bone. The times they are a changin. You know that it would be untrue. You know that I would be a liar. If I lied and said I was happy not waking up where you are.

Too much confusion. No relief.

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I quite frankly love Gilmore Girls.

Computer Center in the rain

I got out of class early :) See as well as the flu sweeping the student body it's sweeping the facultiy as well....I really try really hard not to see this as an advantage: seems cruel. But I got out of class early and I have a class at 9:50. If I went back to my dorm right now I'd collapse into a heap of like coughing and dry throat and hurting rib and menstraul cramps. oh and sleeping. So I figured I'd better stay upright. I don't even think I have time to take a nap, which sucks cause My last class ends at 3:20. Practice is probably at 5, gotta check my e-mail...then by the end of practice it's 7...sooooo no naps, just math homework and bed. I need to get things together, I've been doing mighty fine but I need to like START things that need starting, for example hinduism paper. then on monday first bio exam. and lab report due that tuesday. Nothing slows down here that's for sure. My edu project is going as planned. No problem there- already half done. Just need cupcakes :3
So this thursday my dad is coming up to visit. I'm excited. It should be really nice :) He's bringing me food. Thank god.
And friday I'm getting a tattoo :) I'm not sure if I'm getting the beautiful Tigerfly yet. Probably not: I'll wait a little longer. But I'm gunna get it on my ribcage, I decided that, nice and even and sure it'll hurt like a motherfucker but it'll look so damn beautiful. EEEEEEEE Hollie is coming with me :) I love her :)
ugh. this is the part where I just ramble becauswe it isn't time to go yet....and I'm bored....and tired....eh. fuck it.

What-its and Do-dads

TGIF. That's all I really have to say right now. But really only cause I'm sleepy. I recently purchased Alice in Wonderland (the disney version) which is an okay watch straight. haha. I want to tattoo place to call me back so bad. I called them twice. Dumb. I might just go with the only other tattoo place in Farmington. God this place is small. So I took an extra long nap and I'm resting up for tonight. Got nothing to do, but dude parties happen and I hate feeling tired. So there ya go. I heardsies that some of my lovers have been reading this blog. Oh how excited I was to find out that Zoey and Marley love me. haha even though I knew it. I hope I find something to do tonight. tata

Going to New York

Getting new music on my ipod for the trippa witha my dad. Passover. Yeah.

Your Majesty certainly has a way with dumb animals

I haven't written in a while. Well it's not that I had anything to write about I've just been...bleh. I know Aladdin way too much....I can recite it word for word.

GUESS WHAT!!!! I GOT A JOB AT MR. BAGEL TODAY :D :D :D :D I'm so happy. But Lynne is over so I'll write later :)

TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO! TATTOO!

I'm way too excited!!!!! NEXT FRIDAY :D :D :D :D OH DANIELLE MAKE ME PROUD!!!!! (she's the tattoo artist)

All these poses of classical torture, ruined my mind like a snake in the orchard

I'm starting to choreograph to Poses by Rufus Wainwright. It's an amazing song.

SEAGULL: The annoying white birds that are loud and fly everywhere

Hi. :D I went to ballet this morning. It makes me so sore, but I kind of like having it in the morning rather than at night. I watched The Brothers Bloom again, and started watching it with my dad. He likes it so far. I don't blame him. It's fucking awesome. hmmm I've been okay. Some things are weird, but just family stuff. Like usual...

Tonight at 6:30 I'm going to babysit these kids that I have sorta babysat before, but this is the first time I'll be babysitting with them awake :S. I'm sorta nervous, but excited. Kids make me so happy. I can't wait to have my own. Hahaha. I really can't. I was really happy today because my mom's friend from school is pregnant and she's going to be so cute, and she's so happy. It's incredible. I really like Elizabeth Muran (the pregnant friend of my mom's) My mom her and I were talking about students and like talking teacher talk and they were including me which was really nice. Cause I feel like I'm doing something when I'm there, and I'm sort of glad people recognize that. It feels like I'm worth something, heh.

Sometimes I can be a chicken. Sometimes I can fuck the system. I never know which mood I'm going to be in.

I'm so excited about my tattoo. I'm getting it soon. The pictures above is what I'm thinking of. I want to get a flying seagull....but I feel like it'll look too much like a majestic eagle or some shit. Plus SEAGULLS usually have a distinctive stance. I like these.

Fuck

I hate everything.

8 is my favorite number

Yesterday I spent all day with my dear friend Grania. It was really fun, we caught up and tried to find out how to make a fan page on facebook. We failed epically so we decided to imitate Harry Potter book covers :)

Then I spent the night with my other dear friend Zoe. This morning we went to the Shabbat Service which was surprisingly 3 hours long. It was intense, but Zoe had fun, so that's all that matters. Jewish people are extremely nice and welcoming. I remembered some of the songs from my very early jewish teachings but there weren't many songs.

I made a playlist yesterday. I'm listening to it now.

BLLLEEHHHHHH.

Work next. Closing. Woohoo.

I'M SO PISSED!!!

So something you should know, I don't usually get along with my sister that well...but normally. Actually she really wants to be closer, she made me join her therapy session one day which is nice cause it means she doesn't like it when we fight. ANYWAY. This JERK who I will remain nameless just to make the whole thing seem more ominous has been stringing her along. She's younger than me so she definitely less experienced. This is like the first time she's actually liked a guy. For real. And so tonight was the middle school dance (where all the shit goes down) and all the guys left cause they said the dance sucked. Along with her jerk. So like first that feels kind of crappy. Then she left, but apparently her jerk came back before the dance was over and one of my sister's friends was like "Hey you should dance with Jill" and jerk was like "NOOOOOO WAYYY!!!" and of course Jill heard. So she's like in her room crying. And I happen to know she talked to this JERK and he made her cry more. So I'm on the war path.

The moral of this story: Never be romantically interested in a guy named Joe.

Oops I told you his name. Go kill him :P

The Times They Are A-Changin'

Come gather 'round people
Wherever you roam
And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You'll be drenched to the bone.
If your time to you
Is worth savin'
Then you better start swimmin'
Or you'll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come writers and critics
Who prophesize with your pen
And keep your eyes wide
The chance won't come again
And don't speak too soon
For the wheel's still in spin
And there's no tellin' who
That it's namin'.
For the loser now
Will be later to win
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come senators, congressmen
Please heed the call
Don't stand in the doorway
Don't block up the hall
For he that gets hurt
Will be he who has stalled
There's a battle outside
And it is ragin'.
It'll soon shake your windows
And rattle your walls
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'.
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.

The line it is drawn
The curse it is cast
The slow one now
Will later be fast
As the present now
Will later be past
The order is
Rapidly fadin'.
And the first one now
Will later be last
For the times they are a-changin'.

My cat just climbed into my empty laundry basket

I'm watching Chicago. It is the most fabulous musical ever. I think. That's why I know allllllllllllllllll the lyrics :)

It's snowing like crazy. It's pretty.

I slept so good last night. But like not really. I don't know.....it was confusing.....but I feel so good :)

happy happy happy :D okay, back to CHICAGO :D :D

Hmmm

I've started to try to juggle again. It's hard, but I've gotten a lot better, it's just the motivation to pick the handmade juggling balls off the floor that I need to work on :)