Tonight we're the sea and the rhythm there

The ocean is beautiful. I'm listening to The Sea and The Rhythm frankly enough. It reminds me of meditating in my favorite spot in the world. Beneath the moon tonight, we're the sea. I was reading over my posts and I seem to randomly slip lyrics into the sentences. Which is sort of flighty...and fun...apperently I miss flighty. But in all honesty I think I've found my flighty freedom, just realizing that I was me. No one else, and I control everything that goes on in my life. No more parents. It has made me incandescently happy. I have friends. My own place to live, my own responsibilities, my own everything. Sure this will be heightened when I have an apartment. Dorms suck. But I'm free. From my internal net. Finally.

Fight Club

By far a fantastic movie. I watched half of it last night and intend to continue after this 9:50 class. Which I should go to now. Welp, perhaps a bad time to blog. Toodles.

Blog Whore

I recently acquired a Tumblr, and as much fun as that is sometimes I prefer to write my guts out. I'm laying in my spiffy warm dorm (yes that rhymed) after going to my first class of my spring semester. The class I went to was english or food and culture. I quite frankly enjoyed watching this adorable old women talk to us about food. Admittedly my stomach did get queasy after talking about foods we wouldn't eat, but I drank some water when I got back to my dorm and I feel a tad better. I have such a weird stomach, it gets queasy when I talk about gross things or when I see too much blood in movies...but only when it feels like it? For example sometimes I am completely fine with blood and gross things...guess it depends on the day?

I have plenty of free time right now, and I've been contemplating going to Lake Ave. but I'd much rather sit here in my rare silence and read my new cosmopolitan while listening to the Hobbit on tape.

Cheerio

I wanna wake up where you are

Music is the most beautiful important thing to me. It's the feeling of love happiness and safety. I wanna wake up where you are, I won't say anything at all, so why don't you slide? Wanna get married? Runaway? I miss flighty. I miss free. I miss completing the circle with another soul. I miss arms. I miss you. And I'll do anything you dreamed to be complete. There must be some kind of way out of here. Come gather people wherever you roam. Drenched to the bone. The times they are a changin. You know that it would be untrue. You know that I would be a liar. If I lied and said I was happy not waking up where you are.

Too much confusion. No relief.

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I quite frankly love Gilmore Girls.

Computer Center in the rain

I got out of class early :) See as well as the flu sweeping the student body it's sweeping the facultiy as well....I really try really hard not to see this as an advantage: seems cruel. But I got out of class early and I have a class at 9:50. If I went back to my dorm right now I'd collapse into a heap of like coughing and dry throat and hurting rib and menstraul cramps. oh and sleeping. So I figured I'd better stay upright. I don't even think I have time to take a nap, which sucks cause My last class ends at 3:20. Practice is probably at 5, gotta check my e-mail...then by the end of practice it's 7...sooooo no naps, just math homework and bed. I need to get things together, I've been doing mighty fine but I need to like START things that need starting, for example hinduism paper. then on monday first bio exam. and lab report due that tuesday. Nothing slows down here that's for sure. My edu project is going as planned. No problem there- already half done. Just need cupcakes :3
So this thursday my dad is coming up to visit. I'm excited. It should be really nice :) He's bringing me food. Thank god.
And friday I'm getting a tattoo :) I'm not sure if I'm getting the beautiful Tigerfly yet. Probably not: I'll wait a little longer. But I'm gunna get it on my ribcage, I decided that, nice and even and sure it'll hurt like a motherfucker but it'll look so damn beautiful. EEEEEEEE Hollie is coming with me :) I love her :)
ugh. this is the part where I just ramble becauswe it isn't time to go yet....and I'm bored....and tired....eh. fuck it.

What-its and Do-dads

TGIF. That's all I really have to say right now. But really only cause I'm sleepy. I recently purchased Alice in Wonderland (the disney version) which is an okay watch straight. haha. I want to tattoo place to call me back so bad. I called them twice. Dumb. I might just go with the only other tattoo place in Farmington. God this place is small. So I took an extra long nap and I'm resting up for tonight. Got nothing to do, but dude parties happen and I hate feeling tired. So there ya go. I heardsies that some of my lovers have been reading this blog. Oh how excited I was to find out that Zoey and Marley love me. haha even though I knew it. I hope I find something to do tonight. tata